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Right.. [Jan. 2nd, 2003|02:31 am]
[music |Mou sukoshi ato sukoshi - Zard]

I'm gonna come clean now. I'm scared. Dead scared. Not just of National service, but everything in general. As the years pass on, I find myself slinking deeper and deeper into what I call, my "sub dimension". Basically, I don't feel as if i'm really here. Everything I'm doing, while I feel my body perform it, I'm not totally conscious of it. My life's also changed so much, and I'm unsure on how it'll be this year. With NS being a huge thing already, would I still have enough time for anything else? Will I finally get that Band going with Drew, Icc amongst others and will I be a good vocalist? Will I ever find "her"? Will I survive NS or die by a grenade or get detained for stranggling a Sergeant? Will I do well for my A levels and proceed to University or will I be a ronin for the rest of my life? Too many questions and no answers. And ironically, it's the answers that I'm afraid of. Tremendously.

From: pimento
2003-01-02 03:50 am (UTC)
That's a very normal state of being, it doesn't show on people because they hide it or aren't feeling it at that point.
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From: (Anonymous)
2003-01-04 10:16 am (UTC)
As the great (k)Yoda says,
"At a time, take one step...
...the future fear not...
...work out by themselves things will...
...the best capacity you're able of, just go ahead and do everything with...
...never see the other side of the mountain you can, reached the end until you have, so do not think too much because.

Yes, yes..."

So kill me XD
-- Kyo
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[User Picture]From: bonebox
2003-01-05 09:01 am (UTC)
Be strong my young Kamen Raider. As for the power of the green grasshopper is within' ye~

Okay, seriously, good luck and don't worry. I bet everything will turn out fine~ ^^;
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