||[Feb. 24th, 2003|06:02 pm]
The "detached" feeling that I've been having for a long time (most of you #rosa bunch'd know what I'm talking about) is starting to get worse. I really don't feel like I'm truly conscious when I do anything, especially while I'm in camp. I just don't get it. It's really starting to scare me. I mean, what if I meet the girl of my dreams and I don't bother? I'd kick myself that's what. Maybe I should make more time to draw more. That's it, draw more. Drawing makes me happy. Happyhappyhappy....