July 18th, 2003

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I dunno. Now and then, ok, often, I get frustrated over no real reason. Maybe it's cos I feel that no matter what I do, I'd never get the recognition I strive for through whatever I do, be it MSG man or anything else. I never did. I never got any credit for my drama back in school and probably won't get any shit in future. No matter what I do, someone will think what I do sucks, and it'll go downhill from there regardless of what I do. Sure, I can just say screw you, and keep on going. Maybe it's cos I really wanna make my sites SOMETHING, but I just can't ignore such comments and carry on. I find myself obsessed with talking about nothing but my work and trying to promote it. Maybe I'm getting self-centered. Ahhh I don't know...
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