September 29th, 2004

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I don't know what's wrong with me lately. I've been having such massive mood swings as of late, one moment I feel fine and suddenly I'm either really angry or extremely upset. Mostly upset. Upset about so many things I don't even know what I'm upset about, but I'm upset. I want to break down and sob, but nothing comes out. I don't have anyone I'm comfortable enough with to really talk about anything anymore and let's not even get to my life and hobby. Maybe I need to see a Psychiatrist. I think I'd really need to see one. I just don't find happiness in anything anymore these days and anything that does manage to make me somewhat happy, the effect is only short-lived. If my life was a game, I really feel like just turning the console off now. If only it were that easy...
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