February 7th, 2006

Meh.

Right, let's try to do another LJ entry shall we? I'm still feeling very annoyed/ticked off/frustrated, and for reasons that are still not very clear to me. I don't think it's the feeling of loneliness again, at least, not primarily anyway. It's probably not because people here ostracise me despite my efforts, no, they don't. It's probably myself. I don't know why but lately I just feel like venting, but I don't know why I want to so badly, and I don't know how to. I just don't understand myself anymore. Is it because I see everyone else I know so happy and seemingly better off than me, that I am envious and angry that I am not as happy and well off? That's probably it. Bah. I'll just die a hermit. Fuck the world, fuck everything.